The Worst Side of Me!
the worst side of me is that i am sensitive and i always get hurt and i am a very emotional one. My heart breaks when i saw my father happy with his new family and i commit suicide. Because im a jealous and insecure one. I hate people seeing happy, that it doesnt mean i am "self-fish". That i want to kill and slap them..
I lost hope if God will not grant my prayers..i am a believer of God and i do also believe in evil..I like reading books about SATAN..I am different because i am weird my friends describe me..I like also being alone in a place..I always blame God that i have a life like this..I am worst because of my attitude that even dog can’t eat my pride.I am selfish and a bad girl..I dont have a self-confidence, i always cry when i get hurt, i am a bad bad girl because i have a lots of vices i do smoke and drink hard liquor and i do also take marijuana when i was in high school. THat i am numb, that even my father always scolded me that i dont even listen to him that i make "bingi-bingihan". I cant blame myself because i dont love me.I am worst of all..
