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       My dream is to finish my studies and left my hell house and go to another place, live there and have my own very happy life. I dont need them so i can feed myself if i finish my studies and get a permanent job. I want to go abroad to forget my past,the past about my family and all the nightmare. It is my dream to go to japan and work there. I like the place and the people their. I want to escape from the problems and full of criticism family, my father and all the people who feels me down.

       My dream is to have my own happy happy happy peaceful family. I want to have two kids and husband that is so kind and loyal to me.I want to a have a simple life.

       My dream for my family will be i want my father to change his bad attitude and hoping he will leave his second family and treat that we are important and special to him. That my brother his sick will be cured and my little sister that she will finish her studies. I will saw them happy and i know it wont be happy anymore.

          A dream that someday it will come true..,…

      I found my hope in you!!my very bestfriend. She always give advices and she always make me laugh and smile. Everytime i gave up she always make me strong instead she gave me advices that i should continue my life and never mind those people who criticize us and make me down. I idolize her so much because she is hard working girl, she work and also study, she dont even feel tired going to our house.because i text her if i have a problem. I really found the real hope in her!!a hope that i will never give up in any challenges and trials that i encountered in my life. I dont feel hopeless when she always talk to me about our future that she always telling me that even she is poor it is not a hindrance to her to pursue her studies,that patient, work hard and pray to God is all we need. She is the reason why i am here and continue believing myself.

     I am inspired and make my hope a hundred percent because of her inspiring words that she gave me and a hug that is so tight..tsk…

            the worst side of me is that i am sensitive and i always get hurt and i am a very emotional one. My heart breaks when i saw my father happy with his new family and i commit suicide. Because im a jealous and insecure one. I hate people seeing happy, that it doesnt mean i am "self-fish". That i want to kill and slap them..

            I lost hope if God will not grant my prayers..i am a  believer of God and i do also believe in evil..I like reading books about SATAN..I am different because i am weird my friends describe me..I like also being alone in a place..I always blame God that i have a life like this..I am worst because of my attitude that even dog can’t eat my pride.I am selfish and a bad girl..I dont have a self-confidence, i always cry when i get hurt, i am a bad bad girl because i have a lots of vices i do smoke and drink hard liquor and i do also take marijuana when i was in high school. THat i am numb, that even my father always scolded me that i dont even listen to him that i make "bingi-bingihan". I cant blame myself because i dont love me.I am worst of all..

     Actually, I gave my mom a very best love ever..I show her how important she is in my life i cant live without her, i show her that i value her and i value things that she gave to me. Every night after her work she always cook with us a very yummylicious foods and i just help her. I go out with her and i really enjoy alot and mom does. I gave her a letter when the time when she was in the hospital, i tell her that i really really love her. I always make her smile and laugh and i am a good girl to her. I have already gave her my very best gift "my fully love".

    My father i hate him and the gift i gave to him is a letter, a letter that he just throw it away..till here i hate my father..so, i think i have no reason to give him a gift.Because for him "im a stain". 

       Traditional learning is what we are all most familiar with. It is how most of learned in elementary and secondary school, and this type of learning is still used by most colleges and universities. Traditional learning usually  based on student performance, which is measured through assignments, tests, projects and exams. These can then be put towards a certificate, diploma, or degree, which is to be completed. Traditional schools offer a number of different courses, which can satisfy any learner’s needs. while e-learning, online learning involves learning materials over the computer, with the help of the internet. In an online course, there is no physical classroom. Instead, all assignments, tests, and exams are completed over the computer. So i must prefer a traditional learning through this my instructor would see my effort and skills and meet also other people..

    About networks??? i am fun watching GMA shows…

        Actually GMA 7 has the right to claim that they are the no.1 station in the country. yes, its true that in some regions/provinces, some viewers would choose abs-cbn to watch this is because that there is no GMA in their community. but the point there is, if there is GMA 7 in such communities people can choose and can really say that GMA is not a copy-cut network. and this can also prove that abs-cbn is really a profit oriented network and do not want to serve for the benefit of the majority or the masses. and this would prove to us that abs-cbn is a cheap kind of network that do not have a quality shows but only want a crowd and cheap shows that the masses would crave but they made the people blind for their own benefit and make them richer.

in the final analysis, abs-cbn is a selfish network. a cheap and profit oriented network because they are greedy enough.

    Im not in the age to vote for a right leader in our country but im aware of this matters. "NO COMMENT" for this because everyone has the right to run for this coming election as long as "his willing to help the filipinoes and his service is free no charge".Showbiz candidates like Vilma Santos,she did her best to server people.

    People!!!we dont have to judge them and we never know they can be a good leader someday..For us, people who are in showbiz are just for display, for act, they just beautifying theirselves to get the attention of the people.. 

    Like for example "former Pres. Erap Estrada", people vote him because of his popularity, his platform "that he will help people in poverty. As i watched the movie the "PROBE" (it was last sem in our history) entitled "The Erap mansion" it shows their on how erap corrupted the people’s money.

  Both of us can be a good programmer if we really do like to be a programmer.We all know that programming is a very difficult subject and need alots of analyzation and time. It depends if the person wants to be a programmer.

    But, I think men are fit to that.Because almost all the man are have the great analytic.wahhahahhaa…damn!!girls..We have all the potential to become a great programmer.

   In our class,men are favor to be the best programming ever..namely "Karlo Sobiaco" i idolize him so much because of his skills. He finish the program in just a minutes..imagine!!!a slow learner like me can finish a program within a day or never..

      I am way over my head.  In  the articles I’ve read all that Linux are cheaper and trying to corner the market. I dont have an idea for this,,Im familiar with this but not difficult to explain..As long as i use my computer and thats it!!

  Linux is customizable in a way that Windows is not.all i know is that windows can take the hard process business and people have to offer.people decide to attack windows more with viruses because it is the most used in the market. And that is because of its greatness in computers.Linux is a an open control OS that is why people go for it because they want control .

      He is good to us people because he forgive us sinner even though we have made some mistakes or we sinner did something that is against the law of God. He is perfect thats why he is good.Because he want us people to be in a good and will no longer suffer the oppression .

     We, people are thankful because he gave us everything we need and we want nor he wont give it  a.s.a.p but he will give it in the right time. We are bless, because even though we made mistakes to him he always forgive us.. we are too much!!!sinner we always ask and ask but we dont even  say thank you to him..

      He help us in times of problem and feel us comfortable,if we talk to him..Just believe and praise in him and he will guide us in everyway. God is powerful and he can do whatever he want to do and he can give whatever we ask for.. Never ever lost  faith in him and he will lead us in the right way…