Unforgettable Life Changing Experiences So Far
My life change when my mom died at my young age.. It was my unforgettable experience. Because even now i still miss her. Everything change, my family now are ruin compare in the past when my mom is still alive. I hate this family i hate my dad. I have my misserable experience now and it is my dad’s new family included me duh?! I have my new mom and a brother hmmppfff..actually i have plenty of brothers with different mothers and one father. Im so embarassed because we are the center of attention of our baranggay, I mean we are full of criticism family"ginapagchismisan". I hate those things, I dont know what to do just accept the reality. That my dad "UWagan" our neighbors tell us. I want to leave in this family. because everytime i get home i feel outkast, like im not there but im there.hahay!! Im insecure and jealous of them my father’s attention always in my stepbrother and stepmom.. I’m asking my dad why he’s always giving his attention to his new family? he always tell me "anak,your in your right age,you dont have to be jealous, you’re lucky because i still support you some other kids are pity because even feeding them their parents can’t afford."Duh?!everytime i hear that what is in my mind is "i want to slap he’s face". I want to be with but he dont have a time for me. He always make me cry and hurt . If my mom still alive our family will no longer like this.
